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Ignorance is a bliss. But, how can we be ignorant at all times? Indeed, ignoring all the cruel facts, harsh reality, malicious past, shaking squabbles and loosening relationship may save us the risk of being diagnosed of mental illness and a long tray of psychotherapeutic. Changes are dashing by even our persistence in maintaining our ignorant self is hard. For instance, crows. Long ago, these birds are often the symbols of deaths, ill-omens and suffering. Morrigan, the Crow goddess is the testament of the negative connotations regarding crows. Now, crows are often being depicted as one of the dark but good side in many media. Shunned aside for so long, their feathers are highly appraised. Black feathers descending from the heaven is always the common scene in most animation and movies but seemed never to be set aside by the flavours of the audience. For those familiar with Yu-Gi-Oh 5D, the crows ( aka black feathers ) are the most notable deck relies heavily on strategies as the devel...

Xmas

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Just go shopping for something highly addictive. The first stop which I visited is very kind to me. The assistants seem to put my health at the highest regard and choose to ignore all of us to put off our intention. They use the curtest speech to dampen our interest and the coldest look to distance us from their precious shop. All they done is to get me away from alpha, beta and gamma radiation. I assumed their impassive look and arrogance are just to ensure my safety. Not intimidated, I decided to try another shop probably with a warmer welcome. At the very least, the female assistant this time opens up more than the previous three male shopkeepers. But, even the blindest eye can see that her nose is rising with very tremendous speed and eyes lifting more and more by the second. For a moment, I thought our tiny existence would heave faded at her haughty stare. Luckily, the other one possessed the sufficient amount of politeness to tell us exactly where to get the stock directly witho...

What

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One in a million has an impeccable looks. One in a million has superior talent. One in a million has perfect luck score. One in a million has unmatched abilities. One in a million has unrivaled power. How we envy them. But, what treatment they get? The worst being captured and locked up in a human zoo. The X-men has helped other the commoners to stop the demise of humankind for countless of time and yet they are being ostracized due to the weird racism that seems to present only in their world but not in other even more bizarre superhero's universe. The Heroes face the same fate in third season. What a waste of superpower gone to waste. The Roswell aliens bears no harm but the government seem to care more for extraterrestrial lifeforms than terrorism. The consequences are simple. They start to hide themselves and conceal their skills. And then, they developed super malicious personality. Mayuri, Urahara and Aizen has near psychopathic vision. The bloodlines of the Sharingan are of...

Matter

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This week, I was totally crushed. The behemoth-shaped opponent caught my hands, swing me around and threw me across the arena. While I was struggling to gain my footing, he bombarded into me causing me to fly backwards knocking my head against the barbed wires. While he was standing with his head turns sideways, I tried to jump across him but my leg was caught once again and next moment, I was sent plummeting down the hard rubble. This is just what I felt when I was browsing through the Biology papers. The Chinese papers are coming near. Again, Malaysia has a very weird phenomenon. While most students seem to obtain a exceptionally good grade in BM and English, the percentage of students gaining the highest grade in Chinese seem to only reach less than two digit numbers. Well, there are actually few advantages for learning Chinese: Emphatic skills. We are often required to pees into the author's and the characters' heart and mark down the correct emotion. Omnisentient abilities...

Pray

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The torment of this week is unbearable. Revising so much yet everything still seem to be alien language, strange syllables and unknown diagrams plus another grave mistake are sure to guarantee a fail. Another bad news for my abysmal result. Perhaps it's time to pray for any blessing. The weather is no helping matter. It's all cloudy and depressing. Much like the Kurosutchi's universe where the weather is monotonously dark. Looks like Rick Riordan is going to wow us again with the second season of the Olympus series. Let's be burnt by Kara's return. Blast, Silent Gazer

Memorable pieces

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First of all, this week sucks as ever. After being tormented by Bi, Bm and History, my mind becomes more empty than hollow. I think I might have just fail everything. There are people in this world who enjoy being alone. But isn't a single person who can bear solitude. Makarov A reminder to many what it means to be alone and what does not meant by solitude. Sasori, your strength because of your soul and not in spite of it. You tried to erase it, to become a puppet yourself, but couldn't changed completely. I know this because you put your heart and soul into the puppets you created. That's the part of them that never rots or decays. Now you have got your original body but you sunk to level of puppets you used to control. You were supposed to be a top class ninja puppeteer. Not a worthless nobody who lets someone to pull the strings. Kankuro ( in the recent successful capture of Deidara and Sasori) It knocks my head to follow my own way and not be the slave...

Speed

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Speed is vital in our life. At this time, speed in the optimum brain function is extremely in-demand. With the traumatizing SPM History coming next week, the high velocity in memorizing all the confusing facts which all seem to have the same meaning, long list of organization and their respective almost similar responsibilities along with all the namesakes which implies the lack of creativity in adopting a name to stand out at all. The science subjects will of course require all the speed to explain every phenomena, diagram, sequence, cause, comparison and sometimes drawing skills. The latter is made more difficult with the WCR rule. At least, we can compose nonsense in History when our memory fails us. Meanwhile, Add Maths is really the master to examine our speed in processing information and writing out the equations. The language test our speed skill as well. Interpreting the ancient text and philosophical passage in limited time, presenting a masterpiece with all the bombastic wo...

Luck

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Luck plays a vital role in our life though many still think everything is within their grasp and scoff at its insignificance. Just think about this, how are we are born anyway? Spermatozoa fight over one another to fertilize the ovum to create us. It must have been our luck that our parents are not infertile to allow us to take our baby steps in this ever-changing world. To be brought to the surface of the earth is after all the beginning of everything. We should considered ourselves lucky to have a loving parents. If luck is not on our sides, we would have been the ones included in the one of those scenarios depicted in the "Kami Prihatin" posters. Providing guidance, money, shelter, food, education, cars, clothes, gadgets, wealth and others just reminds us the abundant luck that we possessed to earn the love, care and sacrifice from our parents. Luck is one important factor that we did not have to endure the plight of perennial drunkard, murderous and abusive parents. Scho...

Humour me

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All of us face perennial problems. Schools, studies, homework, height, weight, hair, skin, pressure, results, love triangle, peers, bullies, appliance damage and weather just to name a few. We never know the outcome as everything is in the fate's hand. The SPM exam is daunting. I was hoping the exam was sooner so that I can have my holidays faster. I miss my car driving period, Heroes and future phone. As usual, intensive revision is underway and whatever happens nothing can take my TV or internet time away, ever. My eyes are getting heavy as the pages of biology and history are being flipped. Physics diagrams and chemical equations are aliens to me. Chinese is near the brink of hopelessness. In the case of Malay and English, it is apparent that tonnes of genius clearly outsmart my passable skills which means lower marks. Maths and Add Maths are clearly out of reach for my careless eyes. All I need now is a little humour to brighten up my day. Now, I realize humour is everywhere. ...

Game

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Proliferation of jobs in the fantasy world never fail to leave us in awe. You may be surprised that the sovereign nation that we step on too may have the alternate jobs in reality. All of us are soldiers in one way or another. Swordplay and enhanced skill in mastering all sorts of weapon is a must in our life. Learning soft skills of the physical path is fundamental to make our life much more enjoyable than the drooling stereotyped routine. We all have a sharp blade hidden in the corner of our mind. The utmost important principle that defines and differentiates among the overpopulation society. Chivalrous act and knight code seemed to be part and parcel in our life. The sacrificial spirit and courage to face any overwhelming dragon and monster are highly valued. Weak in physical is supplemented by the maniac level intelligence. Casting devastating spells, brewing potions and healing wounds are the instrumental practice to push our limits in the intellectual field. Our magic syllable a...

guardian angel

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Guardian angel is around us. May it be the transcendent supernatural being or the most common people or things that stand beside us to provide guidance and bestow upon us a sense of security and comfort. Sometimes, even the most unexpected become our guardians without us knowing. It is a gift to have a guardian angel who will clear every impediment that lays in our path. Loyal, faithful and responsible are what define a stereotyped guardian angel. This angel will never back down from countering any hazard that threatens us although at times they will seem to be overprotective. They bear the best intention in their heart and are willing to take the blame from us who are still so perplexed and emotional. Their sole mission is to do everything within their reach to allow us to reach our goal even if it means to sacrifice themselves including their very existence. Their intuitive aptitude are most marvelous for our mortal eyes. It should be no stranger that their accomplished skills in eve...

Honest

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"Honesty is the best policy" Is it true? What is honesty? Basically, it means telling the truth. The benefits are as follows. Fostering rapport, stimulating trust and reducing suspicion just to name a few. The worst scenario often follows honesty as well. Friends quarrel, family institution crumbles along with more and more dramatic separation are often the side-effects of those who demand the truth but cannot bear with it. There is a thin line of demarcation that sets honesty and deception apart. Telling a white lie to please someone may seem to bring no harm but still it is wrong for those who follows their whatsoever principle fiercely. Deception is the essential tool for those who seeks a quick escape, revenge or protection. When one is being held hostage, blackmailed or simply being questioned, deception is everyone's best friend to survive in these circumstances. Nonetheless, honesty grants more secure feeling towards each other than deception which is synonymous w...

Exam aftermath

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The exam is now.And, of course due to insufficient preparaton, I was knocked out by Bio crushed by Add Maths shocked by Physics helpless by Chemistry since nobody can help me out At least, the chinese test and PBK test is better as we are like having a party as the security is lax. Term changes across the time. This is the Predator in ancient time Rennaissance Industry Revolution 90's Now Naruto new opening Study, Silent Gazer

Rush

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This week, two group of guests make their comeback. Beast Straw Hat Group Deadline, Silent Gazer

rise

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You see yourself in the mirror. A singular entity showing your every outward appearance without any concealment. And then, the mirror shatters breaking into million of pieces reflecting your image in a thousand places. It shows a million type of emotion that cannot be shown by the completion but instead by the separation. Exams are nearing. Revision is devastating. Books are intimidating. Time is running short. Intelligence is dwindling. Memory card overload. Inspiration empty. Understanding zero. Insurance for a passable result negative infinity. Frustration proliferates. Corresponding to one of us who has misconception about the word "Armour" Heavens Wheel Armour Black Wing Armour Flame Empress Armour The Giant's Armour Adamantine Armour Purgatory Armour Lightning Emperor Armour Flight Armour Robe of Yuen Morning Star Armour Armadura Fairy Armour In the olden days, a broken-heart man cried out, Oh, my goddess Please don't go away. What if..... You stay with me..... ...

Dread

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I always wonder what will happen if I were to die??? I think I must have been crazy to think about this. Let's see. When I die, I will become a collection of skeleton after I become the feast of all the decomposers. And then, I will have a Rest In Peace stone at the top of my grave. If you think the other way, you can easily see that RIP means Rise If Possible meaning becoming a zombie and terrorize others like my other kin in Resident Evil is an inevitable afterlife for me. As for family, I think they will be very happy to finally have a good night slumber. ( I normally watch television until after 12 midnight which poses noise pollution for them). And my parents will be freed from their burden to send across the town for all my tuition. As for my sister, she has all the TV, PC, cars and all the other properties for herself. NO!!! This just reminds me not to die so early, In the school, a few teachers might just have their blood pressure to be return to normal after the negative ...

Bass

Damn it, my TV set is down again. This means another tiring jogging up and down the staircase to switch the channel. Sigh..... As if it isn't torturing enough, I am officially stuck in the house for the whole two week with tonnes of homework which is so tiring. I think it's better if I ask Zoro for duplication after school reopens. I am so much envy some "eh-hem" school's students who are so free. They seem to spend all their time playing sports, watching movies in cinemas, pay friendly visit to others' or sing karaoke. Aaargh, I can't take it anymore...... Recently, I am just so into Final Fantasy. Don't get me wrong. I only played until the sixth series. My PC can't support any advance series than that. This is the Limit Break Of Cloud in Advent Children Complete ( addition to the one we are familiar with) For this particular part, anime has really outstripped manga in terms of battle in tensity and action. Some say the apocalypse is coming near...

Play

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Once again, our school holiday is interwoven with tonnes of homework. Well, i do not have to worry since there's a lot of people that I can copy from. Sometimes, it may have been easier for oneself if you do not have important position in one organization. The higher up will always threaten to withdraw your position if you fail to participate in any activities even though you really have officially retired. It's not hard to notice that illusion is the primary weapon for all the villains in various fiction. This may be likened to the real world where the powerful and rich use sweet words and feints to coat their intentions. Madara Uchiha Sasuke Uchiha Itachi Uchiha Sosuke Aizen It's a good relief to pass the driving test. Just got the P sticker yesterday. All thanks to my driving teacher, Steven. To love means to be grateful.... People keep marching on our head..... But, we can't take their words off..... The piercing will never stop to stroke our ego.... But, we should ...