Reject
Mirror mirror on the wall, whos the foul beast rejected by all? Most expectantly, my image pop up on the dusty glass surface.
The first rejection: scholarship. The string of Harap maaf, Dukacita, Sorry, Not Shortlisted and Regretted is disheartening for my weary eyes. Unfavorable replies( in some cases, zero response) speak for my incompetence. Perhaps I am not fit to be the candidate for the deserving competition.
The second rejection: sympathy. It's finally dawned on me that I am a cold and inhumane person. I can empatize with anyone if it means knowing exactly what people are currently possessing and their depth. Sadly, I am unable to relate to them or even sympathize with them. Albeit how deeply I am touched, I still think like a separate being.
The third rejection: pleasantry. I never sugar-coating or advertising as it just too fake for me. I am frank with everyone speaking my thoughts with no concealment. I am thankful because everyone are frank with me because they can create thousands of my weaknesses when I did wrong. Maybe I'm too mean at times.
A: Why are u so mean?
B: I am insecure. I need to make myself happy.
That is the answer from me because it is copied from any psychology books. Nobody will believe me that I am being honest anyway.
I think I will miss all the past belongings that I have in my closet. Discarding them away is painful but necessary. I dispose of anything that doesn't recognizes my importance and functionality or forsake my service. Off to the rubbish tank. This is the last goodbye.
错过是最好的解决方法。距离是最佳的联系保温剂。
Resize,
Silent Gazer.
The first rejection: scholarship. The string of Harap maaf, Dukacita, Sorry, Not Shortlisted and Regretted is disheartening for my weary eyes. Unfavorable replies( in some cases, zero response) speak for my incompetence. Perhaps I am not fit to be the candidate for the deserving competition.
The second rejection: sympathy. It's finally dawned on me that I am a cold and inhumane person. I can empatize with anyone if it means knowing exactly what people are currently possessing and their depth. Sadly, I am unable to relate to them or even sympathize with them. Albeit how deeply I am touched, I still think like a separate being.
The third rejection: pleasantry. I never sugar-coating or advertising as it just too fake for me. I am frank with everyone speaking my thoughts with no concealment. I am thankful because everyone are frank with me because they can create thousands of my weaknesses when I did wrong. Maybe I'm too mean at times.
A: Why are u so mean?
B: I am insecure. I need to make myself happy.
That is the answer from me because it is copied from any psychology books. Nobody will believe me that I am being honest anyway.
I think I will miss all the past belongings that I have in my closet. Discarding them away is painful but necessary. I dispose of anything that doesn't recognizes my importance and functionality or forsake my service. Off to the rubbish tank. This is the last goodbye.
错过是最好的解决方法。距离是最佳的联系保温剂。
Resize,
Silent Gazer.
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