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Inspired By Greek

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Some words spoken by these characters are really inspiring. Rusty once said this," For so long, I have studied just to get a good result until I forget my purpose to study. Now, I remembered why I study. I just love to study". This is just like a knock on my head. In the past, I am so concerned about my result thinking solely of competition. I was so overwhelmed by the results until I become emotionally challenged. And then, here's the TOP 3 of the most despicable people that i am most unfortunate to come across: 3) The girl who hates those who go to tuition. She always thinks that she is the most formidable person just because she never go for any tuition. Whenever one uses tuition as an excuse for their absence, she shows the most unpleasant face and says that word"tuition" again and again as if her voice is so melodious. It's a complete yuck. Her previous good results is mainly due to the favoritism. She has the biggest shock in her life when one tea...
In this reciprocal world where logic governs nothing and chaos is the ruler, the pendulum starts to oscillate. I realize .... The closest is the furthest The hottest is the coldest The kindest is the most wicked The one that knows me most is the foe The one that helps me is the one that hopes for my destruction The one I love most is the one that hate me most The one I help most is the one that treats me as nothing The one that I despised most is the most friendly people Strong heart is the weakest when the flood of emotion descends Reality turns illusion in just a flash Thanks Adraxias for showing me how my life is such a inconsolable ruin and upgrading my depression into the maximum level. "One always use rage to protect oneself. Learning taijutsu to weaponize oneself and transforming one into an unapproachable porcupine. But, no matter how many barriers around one, the heart is still as weak as before." He Yan Feng Tut, tut! Looks like an ungrateful girl is on the move. W...
" Demons exist. Ghosts exist. They live in our heart. Sometimes, they win" Stephen King Sometimes, I wonder if I have ever been normal. I can remember every single arguments, rude words or hurtful remarks given to me. Everyday, my mind formulates revenge and the level of brutality keeps increasing. Am I consumed by the demons of hatred? The plan I planned for those who wronged me fail to be executed. When I decide to continue with the third stage, those people suddenly changed their behaviour. Is this the will of Him or it's just that my heart is too ready for forgiveness? Once again, another bad figure is detected around us. Just beware if you meet this person because you will waste lots of saliva. Every time I ask him something, he always gives a cold look and just stare at me. Sometimes, he just ignore my questions. Believe me, he really have listene...

Ugly Truths or Beautiful Lies

Finally, the week is over. A lot of things happen lately, bad and good. I really feel pity for some. Before I proceed, let me propose a few questions: Have you ever abandoned by your friends and then be together again when they have trouble? Have you ever been concealed from anything regarding your friend and then suddenly he or she pops out and asks you for help and that's the time you find that what that has been denied is a fact and you have been cheated all along? Have you ever been asked to back off when you are trying to help and the person you want to help ask everyone to help out, and then, the person blames you for not being a friend due to the lack of help? If your answer is "yes", then a big welcome to join the brotherhood of "bad-weather" friends. I came across this term when I was reading an article. This type of friends is mainly caused by those who have many friends. These people enjoy a large company without any effort while the others have to f...

Depressing week

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Once again, we are accused of the following crimes: Being too active in the class. ( On the contrary, some teachers are angered by the passive atmosphere in the class since there is no response to every question asked. This makes us even harder to please the teachers with their unpredictable taste) Being overly noisy. ( We have so much to talk about. Besides, if you happen to take a look in the staff room, you can easily see a few teachers taking non-stop though there is a mountain of students' work that was left unmarked. How hypocritical they are! When we talked after finishing our work, we are often scolded. Take a look during the teachers' meeting. There will be no surprise if some teachers happen to be chatting away.) Being arrogant. ( According to the charges, we seem to belittle the teachers. Let's see. Last year, we had had enough of the laziness, rushing, incomprehensible teaching, alien pronunciation and unfair marking based on favoritism and classes. It's ...