Phantasm

我看到了偶像的力量。偶像的崇拜把人心当成一种消费，把众人的目光当作自身的生命线。人气的向往成了粉丝的人生目标。提升价值的不折手段让粉丝成功地踩着众人心的碎片登上了宝座。 偶像的灌输让所有的蛛丝马迹成了导火线。 一个原本可以坦荡荡走过的草原在偶像的洗礼后变成了布满地雷的战地。粉丝以往开门见山的人情游戏现在多加了会员制和付费解锁。顺畅的大道开始设下了多重关卡。粉丝眼中的生活只不过是个选择题，人情味已是过去式。无法跟随偶像脚步的亲人是粉丝的隐形人。粉丝摆脱手掌心的姿态是如此的潇洒，如此的洒脱。 粉丝对偶像的道歉的真诚的，毕竟偶像是他们的宗教。粉丝对凡人的歉意是为应对现场的反应过度。 对不起不再是忏悔的化身，而是安抚的代名词。偶像的一句话可以令粉丝斩断羁绊，迎合偶像的心意。偶像的杀伤力太强了，恕我招架不了。见识到粉丝的多愁善变，只能感叹自己已是曾经，自己只不过是个踏脚石。

古人有云：沉默是金。自从目睹了宇宙大爆炸所诞生的银河，我才意识到沉默的重要性。沉默了，就没有被怀疑的诚信度，没有沉重负担的分享，没有视成累赘的心得，没有距离感的亲和，没有被封杀的存在。 原来，交心已是过去，沟通成了障碍。一个用来换取友情的筹码成了取代友情的情感。请原谅我的懦弱，划着这条沉默的船，越过银河，从别人的领土退回自己的国度，把自己锁进古塔，不让自己的喧嚣烦扰他人。我希望沉默的魔法是伤口的解药。从未愈合的的伤口堵住了那一道道通往其他人心坎的隧道，抹杀了创造羁绊的勇气。 过去的我太高估自己，殊不知自己言语的力量是如此的渺小。那忽视的的浪涛带着憎恨的脸孔怒视着我的开口。请允许我保留仅有的自尊，用沉默保护自己，踊跃发言已不是我的权利。沉默是解决一切的宿命。

I dread the time to relive the living nightmare of the past. The being smeared with the macabre odour has once again redeemed itself from the oblivion. After the departure from the la-la land, the Weltschmerz shimmers and fills the stratosphere with a melancholic patina. With the maverick starts to reforms itself from the pit of Tartarus, its unorthodox blackmailing signified by the fustian karma conjugated with the sardonic sneer will halt any exorcists from expunge the purity of the abyss of darkness. The surfacing of vicious circle in the midst of our lebensraum has given birth to the ripple effect that threatens to drag all of us into the cauldron of turmoil and the maelstorm of unease. The only viable option is to secure the most powerful arithmetic sigil for the sealing of the imminent incantation. I wish it were only that simple. The traditional saturnalia is now sadly curtailed to a minuscule function. The argosy of bliss has a gulf between now and then. The modicum of cenobite...

The Kite Runner is a bildungsroman that details the peregrination of Amir from childhood towards adulthood. The protagonist becomes the impeccable juxtaposition of justice and injustice, the struggle of humanity to slalom along the continuum of the best and the worst. The battle to uphold justice has encroached upon the territories of the families, peers, countries and self. In his endeavour to obtain paean from Baba, the fatherly figure and the lodestar worshipped by many of the society in a small vicinity in Afghanistan, Amir has thread upon the cauldron that brews injustice by being a spectator to the ordeal of his servant, Hassan who is coerced into an anal sexual intercourse by Assef and the gang. The nebulous apparition of pride has led a desperate young child to treat a docile person as a guilty pleasure with the ramification of having a double life that honours brethren in private while hinting noli me tangere towards the closest person in the public. The desperate heart to gl...

Arguing with sanctimonious people will always render yourself of being blasphemous. In any argument, there is always a group that espouse on relentless approach to gain victory. At times, it is futile to argue at all as the skull of the opponents are just too thick for the infusion of rationality. While they can remain indifference to all the plight, they will leapfrog others to achieve justice when they are pushed down from their seat of vantage. What ensues is their severe censure towards others for being such insular beings. I am simply amorous of their existence as the propinquity of hypocritical thinking lessens the espieglerie one has towards the cruelty of life. Their piece de resistance is no other than undermining others abilities while maintaining their superior stand to monopoly every single point of argument piecemeal. More important, we are safe and sound in the face of their vice. Analogous to Niagara, the biblical alluvion has swept across the land being accompanied by ...

Immersing in two movies in a day at the cinema is a big accomplishment. After being served with the ambrosia redolent of suspense, Alvin and the Chipmunk seemed to pale in its juxtaposition with Mission Impossible. The predecessor is a brilliant reminiscence of Steve Jobs with the perfect deployment of affluent Ipad and Iphone throughout the motion picture to discombobulate the foes. Nonetheless, the scars of time has undermined much of Tom Cruise's youth but this has been counterpoised by his agility in climbing the Dubai Tower and pussyfooting the ledges. Though the bloody aphrodisiac is absent, I am thankfully awake as long as the clever riposte is there. I am much averse to the the presence of cockalorum engrossed in the act of braggadocio especially during an outing. Let me enumerate the contents allegory to the sole pride -the tutelage of love and romance, the definition of marriage, the youthquake of sex and the proprietary aspect of a sacred lovefeast. The discussion rolls ...

While some consider home is a place to solicit closure, I prefer to label it as a respite from ennui. Treading the earth and skimming the horizon, I still fail to notice any skyscraper that emerges from the rich soil abhorrent to the conurbation of the foreign land. The painstaking task of waiting the result disclosure yields much surprise when the outcome outreaches the expectation. Nob obstante, the registration is disappointing under the auspices of a very uncooperative modem that turns the whole preparation into a fiasco. I just wish for the best. Our teacher used to told the cabal that their rainbow elements will fail any sense of solidarity. To mock us even further, another simulacrum comprised of motley component has acquired the power to stay as one. Looking left and right, there are always some people missing. Perhaps the much celebratory sentimental trait that is hailed long ago has been forsaken by the creators. Changes are inevitable but I have expected much better than a d...